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Hmm

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 4:47 PM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Playing: Drakes Fortune
  • Eating: Hamburger!
Lately I can't help but feeling kind of...
Overlooked.

And I'm not just saying that because my Devart is kinda lonely.
I mean, I know since I can only get on now and then, its kinda hard to make dev friends and watch people since I dont have time to find new artists. Soo it's kinda hard for people to find me. *shrug*

I guess I just had high expectations senior year, hoping that... I would get more opportunities?

Like, this year softball kinda sucked.
For some reason my batting was off and my coach seemed to loose faith in me. I never stopped trying hard... and I tried to make up for failing offensively by doing my best defensivly. But Getting to pitch was rare. And when I did pitch I wasnt as strong because I hadn't built up the endurance over the year.

And then choir... I was hoping to at least get one solo,
but my voice shakes when I sing without the rest of the ensemble.
I thought I sang strong enough on some songs but my teacher just kinda... forgot.

And I was really confident that I would at least get one scholarship, out of all the ones I applied for. Being 24th in my class seemed like it would be good enough. But maybe I was too confident... maybe I didn't try hard enough. I never took any honors classes because I wanted to stay in softball and choir all 4 years, and I didn't think I could handle the extra work load.
But I went to senior awards night and came back empty handed, trying not to be jealous of the kids who got 3,5, or 6 scholarships.

Soo... now I need a job.
But, with this economy it seems like there's no chance for a high school grad to find one.

Siighh.
I don't mean to be so... unsatisfied?
I just feel like I need...
some recognition.

--And I'm not expecting that from you guys.
I just need to let some stuff out.
Maybe that way I'll be able to get over it and do something worth doing.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Smalltown
  • Interests: Drawing, softball, video games, eating...
  • Favourite movie: POTC
  • Favourite band or musician: Switchfoot, Leeland, Skillet, Hawk Nelson, Relient K, Sanctus Real
  • Favourite genre of music: Christian Rock
  • Favourite artist: Bob Ross, Amy Brown
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe
  • Favourite style of art: Impressionism
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: EnV
  • Favourite game: Kingdom hearts, jak2, Medal Of Honor, Resident Evil 4, Drakes Fortune, Valkyria Chronicles
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Flap Jack
  • Personal Quote: Color is only a pigment of your imagination.
  • Tools of the Trade: pastels, color pencils, watercolors, oils

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Sorry for totally spamming your work with comments, I just write long ones. I find your work interesting, so I'm going to throw you a watch. I hope you don't mind.

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Haha, no I don't mind at all. ^^ I very much appreciate it.

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"No, I mean, I don't mean no, I mean, He doesn't know.
Am I making any sence?" -Arlen from monster
Thanks for the add & the support ^^
Thnx for faving^^

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What is love,
But the way your eyes lock with mine,
As you gaze into my very soul,
Can you see my dreams through,
Your never-ending stare?
Welcome!

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"No, I mean, I don't mean no, I mean, He doesn't know.
Am I making any sence?" -Arlen from monster
^^

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What is love,
But the way your eyes lock with mine,
As you gaze into my very soul,
Can you see my dreams through,
Your never-ending stare?
Thnx so much for the watch! Your gallery is coming along nicely^^

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What is love,
But the way your eyes lock with mine,
As you gaze into my very soul,
Can you see my dreams through,
Your never-ending stare?
thanKs for thE :+fav:! :)
:mib: are coming, got to go!
:sprint:

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